Hi Lindsay, thank you for sharing your concern with us. We completely understand the frustration and would like to reassure you that Americano will be back in stock. Our team has received some feedback overtime regarding the Brow Pencil formula and based on those comments, we have improved the formula greatly. We will be keeping all shades the same, besides the Latte Brow Gel which has also been improved. But Americano will remain the same, as it is our bestselling shade :) Regarding the subscription, we plan on resuming all automatic shipments as soon as the product is replenished.